I will always remember what Clar said the moment she saw her ex-crush liking someone else and seeing her shoes outside his home.
That was the moment she promised herself she would never ever go for someone who didn’t feel the same way about her.
I feel exactly like her now.
After the way he texted me yesterday, i thought that he was such a douchebag. Sometimes, i feel that it’s such a pity because the him whom i knew for so long would never be a douchebag.
I don’t understand where is all that attitude and cockiness is coming from, except that i wish i could have the old him back. In any case, my life is not about waiting for him to change or realise what i am worth.
All i know is that friend or boyfriend, they should never make you cry.
I feel like he no longer needs me anymore in his life, and all i pray for is for him to eventually become the person whom God has always intended for him to be.
His indifference towards me, his douchebag attitude towards me does not make me feel respected even as a friend. This, makes me want to draw closer to someone else.
This is reason enough for me to let him go.
It’s a new beginning alright.